is it a curse?? =)

walla!! i dont know why, i was dreaming of matsujun last night!! huh???!!and to be surprised, i was married to him (really married...he came to my house..meet my parents..GOSH!!!), and him brought me somewhere...and he was soo romantic, always hold my hand..always place his arms around me...i can see him smiling...clearly see his face...hahah....and i was just sooo happy like i fully cherished my life!!! what??? nani?? *crazy*

and this makes me wonder....after i hv done taking the quiz, i simply forgot...not even thinking about it anymore even just before im off to my bed...then before i slept, i was reading my novel P.S I love you while laid down on my bed...but truthfully, i never ever thinking about matsujun, even about the quiz where resulted as i am compatible with matsujun...hahha...never ever!! but in the end..i was dreaming of him..huh?? *gone crazy again*

but to think positively, hehe...i was lucky enough to be a wife of matsujun (no!! i deeply want to be mrs sho)...and even though it is only a dream, i can feel him...i truly blessed my life as having him beside me all the time (wooow!!) and undeniable he is sooooo romantic!!!

p.s i won't change my love, mr. sho...so sho-chan, don't worry ok!!!